Being struck down with any terminal illness is a bummer but when that illness is  motor neurone disease (ALS) which takes away most of your movement and speech but leaves your mind and memory intact, then it is doubly so.  My senses and feeling are unaffected, I would still be able to have sex if someone would help me, as it is, can't even masturbate.

It was not always so, once, in our forties my wife and I had a very active and free sex life, up until about twelve , fourteen years ago when for some reason that I don't understand, the sexual tap was turned firmly off!  What is very odd is that on the, very rare occasions I was able to persuade her to have sex she would still have explosive orgasms!  The effort of talking her into it however was just too much.

I turned more and more to masturbation for relief, now that is lost to me as well.  My wife will not help me so now I am reduced to the internet, can't us phone sex, can't speak, can't visit chat rooms, can't type fast enough.  Help!