One of our managers has gone on a sick cleaning binge. IDK what's crawled up his ass but it's REALLY getting annoying. I know that since we're a "restaurant" and all we're supposed to be clean ... but detailing garbage cans? Gimmie a break, man! Scrubbing garbage cans??? What the hell? Oh well. Gotta do whatcha gotta do.

 

I've been really damn lonely off and on since my ex and I split. I'm usually fairly independant but I have my moments where I crave companionship. No, I don't want to date ... but it would be nice to hang out with someone once in a while. The hours I work are just too weird for me to really go out. I don't feel normal atm. I'm still whacked out emotionally. This is driving me crazy.

 

I know I shouldn't be drinking so much but the weirdness stops for a while when I get drunk. My beer is warm but that's okay. It seems to taste better warm - to me, anyway. I was gonna go out tonight but I don't have the money .. and won't until I get paid on the 21st, which is a Monday. Where I work - unless you work that day, you can't pick up your check (yes, we have paper checks) until 3 pm. All good. My raise should appear on this check and I've been getting alot more hours this time around.