I am feeling much better.  Physically and emotionally.  I'm not still not fullly there yet, but I'm getting there.

T and I are getting along a bit better.  I belive I have finally realized that he is not hiding anything from me anymore.  That is a good thing for me and probably a good thing for him too.  We are in the beginning stages of buying a house.  We are just now starting to look around and figuring out what it is we want and don't want.  Today we checked out a house that was having an open house.  The house itself was nice, large rooms, fenced yard, pool, bose speakers, garage.  It really wasn't all that old but it had not been taken care of very well.  The price was not so bad either.  It sat too close the other houses and we are trying very hard to get away from living right on top of our neighbors.  So we will get up next Sunday and watch the home show and see if there is anything else we find.  We found one several weeks ago that we both really like but we have not been through the house. 

I am healing okay now.  Still having some pain but at my appt last week we discussed that and I was told that I would have some pain for the next 2-3 months.  Oh joy.  All I want right now is to heal enough so I can go without a bra at night.  She also told me, and this blew my mind, that I would not 'have' to wear a bra again, ever.  Okay that is cool, but for the last 42 years I have been told that I have to wear a bra.  Trying to wrap my head around that is difficult for me.  Oh I will be wearing a bra onlly because I feel better.  The daughter and I went to Target on Friday.  OMG I was like a kid in a candy store!  All the cute and pretty bras they have!  I had not paid attention to them before because I couldn't wear them. 

I have to work on my belly and hips now to get myself proportioned.  I have been doing what I can so far because of the surgery.  I also need to lose about 20 lbs.  I really do want to start walking, but trying to find time that T and I can do it at the same time is very difficult.

The daughter and I sat and talked for 1 1/2 hours tonight about a situation that she is going through right now.  I was shocked that she sat and talked to me at all, let alone that long.  She is an amazing young lady and i am proud of her.  I have ot keep telling myself that she is still young and headstrong.  But she is probably going to be okay.

So all is well but could be better but I'm not complaining.