I am feeling a little weird today.Not weird in the true sense of the word - just a little strange.I am feeling really under the weather today.It started when i woke up this morning and my nose was completely blocked.Thats never a good sign.I was a bad sinus sufferer until a few years ago,and then it went away by itself.Every now and again it comes back to hit me.
But this was different.I was feeling different today - and i had no idea why
I tried to get up out of bed,once i had managed to extricate my cat off my lap on the bed - and then the neuralgia in my back kicked in.When that happens it like Edward Scissorhands is having a scratch at the inside of my spine - and it hurts like a bitch - thing is,there is nothing that I can do to make it go away.It comes and goes on its own.
It was round about then that I thought to myself that if i had had the surgery - would i be feeling like this,or would i be worse off ,and not be able to feel anything at all.Realising that I could do nothing about it,I went about trying to get up - nothing doing - my legs just weren't interested in moving.That happens some times.These days a lot more often than not.Was I scared ? Hell,yes...........
But as usual,I was too stubborn to bite the bullet and take the risk about doing something about it.
There will be other times.I'm going bcak to the hospital on September 22nd.Or maybe before that.Maybe next time,I'll take the doctor's advice and do something about it.sooner rather than later.
cuppajava posted on Jul 13, 2008
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polarheart said on Jul 13, 2008....
((((((((((((((Polar hugs Cuppa))))))))))))))) My heart goes out to you!!Polar x -
Lucytorial said on Jul 13, 2008....
CJ ~ You must be as tenacious as a terrier with a bone. Hugs honey... if it makes you feel any better which it probably won't I've been a pin cushion for an over zealous blood taker the last few weeks.... I look like I'm a coke addict with al the holes in my arms... take it easy, be strong all my thoughts are with you -
cuppajava said on Jul 13, 2008....
Hi Polar - Thank you for da hugzzz - i think if feel better now.Thanks for your concern - i really appreciate itLucy - Tenacious as a terrier with a bone ?? - something like that,yes.Coming from Ireland,I was born with an irish temperement too - so in situations like this it helps to be on the stubborn side. !!!Seriously though - I have had the neuralgia all my life .Up until I had the operation,I wasn't too sure what it was called,but I knew that it had something to do with the spina bifida,so I have gotten quite used to it.But there are some days when FUCK - IT HURTS,and I guess yesterday was one of those days.You are becoming a pin cushion too..................? Whatever for my dear?? Please let me know,I hope you are ok. {HUGS} -
pusscat said on Jul 14, 2008....
You are just about the strongest (and yes bloody stubborn) person I have ever met. You are also so humble cj - that's why we all love you :-)I believe when you go to the hospital next time round, things will be a little clearer in your mind as, repeating what polar said a few days ago, with the pressure off the decision making, you will be thinking clearer.Here's a special hug for a special man( { [ ( { [ ( { [ ( { [ ( { [ ( { [ cj } ] ) } ] ) } ] ) ] } ) ] } ) ] } ) -
queenparanoia said on Jul 14, 2008....
i hope you feel better... and have that check!!!
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