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Skadoosh

one_wired_kitty posted on Jul 13, 2008 | views: 85 | Tags: rambling, drinking rambling
Okay - so I'm a bit tipsy right now and I should probably be sleeping - but whatever.
 
I'm so fucking tired of being called a frigid lesbian because I have NO interest in sex and/or maturbation. Gee ... I'm SOOOOO sorry my life isn't dictated by my genitals.
 
Apparantly I just hate kids cuz I haven't squeezed out a few "by now". Assholes .. FUCK ... YOU. Gee ... I guess on YOUR planet I'd be a waste of ovaries since I'm not married, barefoot and pregnant. You don't fuckin know me. Don't tell me I'm not supposed to be HAPPY being single.
 
My life's a fuckin waste .... I'm 26, divorced, I live with my parents and I work at Mc-fucking-donalds. What the hell? I wanted MORE out of my life than this. I aint gonna amount to SHIT. I'd go to college but why bother? I'd probably screw that up too .... like I've screwed up everything else. I'd go finish my degree in law enforcement ... and become a cop like I wanted to ... but I can't keep my fat ass from eating anything and everything that's bad for me. No, I don't eat as much as I used to ... but I when I do eat it's nothing but crap.
 
So here I sit at 12:30 am (half-past midnight) drinking heavily hoping to drown the emotional pain I feel right now - at least for a little while.
 
Anyway - I need to handwash 2 dishes then go to bed.


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  • moonriver said on Jul 13, 2008....
    You had me at "skadoosh..."
    Hope you feel better in the morning, wiredkitty... :-)

  • gingersoul said on Jul 13, 2008....
    Wow........talk about a rough night.....don't be so harsh on yourself.... 

    Hope you will be feel better today....

     
  • skald said on Jul 13, 2008....
    Hope you feel better now and we have all been there at the age of 26 not being happy with our selfs. Have a great life. I am sure you will and can. 
  • one_wired_kitty said on Jul 13, 2008....
    Wow ... I'm almost embarrased by this post :p ... LOL. It was already a rough day. I guess it was all brought out by the alcohol. So sorry guys.
  • gingersoul said on Jul 13, 2008....
    Nothing to be sorry for, girl.....absolutely nothing....:-)
     
  • Fallyn said on Jul 13, 2008....
    makes sense to me. *HUGS*
  • RollingC said on Jul 13, 2008....
    Nothing to be embarrased about Wired.... You'll get tired of the daily nonsense and then...and only then...you'll pull yourself up by the bootstraps and start getting things done your way.  Finish your school and be a cop like you want.
    Meantime, don't worry, keep plugging away at it.
    Rc
  • silverwhisper said on Jul 14, 2008....
    1WK, i trust you're doing better today?

    ed
  • one_wired_kitty said on Jul 14, 2008....
    Doing a bit better. The frustration isn't nearly as strong as it was when I made the post, which is good. I don't have to work until 2 pm tomorrow so I get to sleep in a bit.

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I really dont fucking know.

zaneamorphous posted 10 days ago | views: 38 | Tags: rambling, Ex, Drama, wtf ever
alright, im going to write about this and hope no one reads just because i need to talk about it and i haven't told anyone about it and im going to explode.... read entire post 4 comments

Fuck it, I look gooood.

zaneamorphous posted on Jul 30, 2008 | views: 43 | Tags: friends, rambling
So, I finished getting dressed and shit just now. It seems my life is only lived at night. But I do look pretty ok. Kinda ridiculous with my stupid sunburn, but im gonna wear my hoodie so it should be covered.

I dont care anymore.... read entire post 4 comments

Fire-water is the devil

zaneamorphous posted on Aug 02, 2008 | views: 38 | Tags: alcohol, booze, Drunk, Drama, rambling, Ex
holy shit. i am incredibly stupid. emotionalness plus a LOT of alcohol creates horrible, horrible situations that i now have to deal with whilst sober.

i think im DONE drinking.

first, i get wasted. then i get really wasted. then... read entire post 2 comments

We could like, get married and shit...

zaneamorphous posted on Aug 05, 2008 | views: 46 | Tags: dating, Ex, Drama, marriage, rambling
i dont know what to think... i find myself actually considering it, but im sure its for all the wrong reasons...... read entire post 2 comments

Confused

Gypsyheart posted on Aug 12, 2008 | views: 24 | Tags: rambling, personal struggle, depression
The depression has been building for a while. I've seen it coming, tried to ward it off. I don't remember being this depressed in high school.... read entire post 0 comments

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