Okay - so I'm a bit tipsy right now and I should probably be sleeping - but whatever.
I'm so fucking tired of being called a frigid lesbian because I have NO interest in sex and/or maturbation. Gee ... I'm SOOOOO sorry my life isn't dictated by my genitals.
Apparantly I just hate kids cuz I haven't squeezed out a few "by now". Assholes .. FUCK ... YOU. Gee ... I guess on YOUR planet I'd be a waste of ovaries since I'm not married, barefoot and pregnant. You don't fuckin know me. Don't tell me I'm not supposed to be HAPPY being single.
My life's a fuckin waste .... I'm 26, divorced, I live with my parents and I work at Mc-fucking-donalds. What the hell? I wanted MORE out of my life than this. I aint gonna amount to SHIT. I'd go to college but why bother? I'd probably screw that up too .... like I've screwed up everything else. I'd go finish my degree in law enforcement ... and become a cop like I wanted to ... but I can't keep my fat ass from eating anything and everything that's bad for me. No, I don't eat as much as I used to ... but I when I do eat it's nothing but crap.
So here I sit at 12:30 am (half-past midnight) drinking heavily hoping to drown the emotional pain I feel right now - at least for a little while.
Anyway - I need to handwash 2 dishes then go to bed.



