the day you said you cared.
all my dreams about you're heart,
a mind I wanted to touch and read,
a body i wanted to hold
and press against my soul
all of that...
started to appear
like as if delivered to my door.
my endless tears
you're painful silence
leading me into and out of
the temptation of you..
forever hoping, never knowing
but then, the pain i made you feel
the blackness and the tears
of you're silent world
torn apart, the ultimate betrayal
by someone who searched for you endlessly,
never knowing I was already inside you...
i was already there...
you were holding me
in a silent embrace
of endless tears
yearning to be felt and seen.
but you're heart didn't let me see
so blind, i continued to walk
bumping into the things you say
searching for them, for you.
for meaning, for a sign
this wasn't just me...
my insatiable thirst
only you can quench.
I was born to find you again
in this lifetime of tears
to walk the miles of jagged glass
and kiss the jigsaw of us
into completion.



