i can't stand my fucking girlfriend and i want to die. too extreme? i don't know why it's not. that fucking bitch. i could almost kill her. but i can't. i'll kill the men. all the men. there will be nothing. i want to die. my feelings are worse than death. kill me. kill me. kill me. kill me. killme . kill me. kill me. kill me. i'm a good person and i don't deserve this. i will kill one deserving asshole and then i will kill myself. i don't want anymore i can't take it. killllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. is death too easy? do i deserve worse? i own all-consuming pain; it cannot be worse. my pain is sharp and constant. it does not leave my mind no matter how much i am occupied. why do i exist; i offer nothing. nobody should ever have to see me. i am nothing. i am useless. i am a complete waste, human scum. no one has ever needed my existence and i have nothing to contribute despite the fact that i know this.