so my moods taken a turn for the better recently...
its summer and im on holiday for like three months so really there isnt that much to moan about.
i have 2 amazing friends who i couldnt live without. and two is a lot more than most so what does it matter that i lost the third!
maybe i should fill you in on a little bit more of my life- it seems ive only written about my feelings and paul (grrr haha)!
Im 17 years old and live in England in a little village not far from York. Ive just finished my A levels and i am waiting on the results.
i was predicted straight A's but made some really stupid mistakes and now i doubt i will get into my first choice of university- this has probably been more oof a factor in my recent depressive ways than the paul thing after all my future is way more important!
im hoping to do english literature and theatre at university, i love reading/writing/acting been generally dramatic and fantasising.
anyway im feeling better today as i was saying, ive been spending a lot of time with one of my friends and ive started making back up plans so i figure im going to be ok! i can always get a job for a year re-sit my exams and go to uni a year later im still very young!
im not even feeling that insecure about my appearance these days. which is a BIG thing for me - im not a stunner and yes i will always be just a little bit chubby! but there are a lot worse things that i could have to deal with.
so all in all this isn't a very exciting or funny blog ,ore of a summary of where i am at the moment but i just thought id share my new perspective on life with you all.
have a fantastic day, and live for every moment of sunshine and remember that even if it rains- water dry's up eventually =)
