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Right now I don't care I just really need to cry....
 
 
 
Not just let off steam mind you but have a deep and wet and gasping sob!
 
Not that I will say why but its not small, its not easy and its certainly not like pulling a toother... here one second gone the next I'm just damn sad....
 
I'm angry as well, really freaking angry... angry enough to have to catch myself, my facial expressions my mood swings... my reactions...
 
I'm also feeling as though a good cry and a good cuddle, fatherly or motherly would do me good but alas I have only you guys... those hidden ones where my sister would be wonderful if it weren't for her divorce this week, my husband??? no way... he's stressed enough and guilty enough... my father?? we only just started talking again after 6 months... My mother??? ohh god... tooo far tooo close to my husband to let go..
 
How sad that I have so few friends i can be honest with even here... yet I post this crap asking for help.... this is bullshit!


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  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Jul 04, 2008....

    Not BS.  Only human´s basic need.

    paper~

    P.S.

    I have a PM for you, sweetie.
  • queenparanoia said on Jul 04, 2008....

    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

    dont cry lucy... we are here for you...

  • botoni said on Jul 04, 2008....
    Lucy go for a good deep gut wrenching cry.  While you're cleaning everything out with that be assured that we're here for you and we're sending you our very best {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}.
  • wishyouwerehere said on Jul 04, 2008....
    Cries can be incredibly cathartic, Lucy, and more of a sign of strength than weakness.  We all need to reach out sometimes.  No explanation needed only than you need a good hug.  Squeezing you tight and wishing you comfort - WYWH
  • vacantmind said on Jul 04, 2008....

    Let it out! Cry. Do what you have to so that you can move forward.

    If I was there I would wrap my arms around and hold you tight. I would let you know that this too shall pass.

  • fearing said on Jul 04, 2008....
    I hate to cry but it does us such good.  Let it out hon, let it out.  I'll be here with tissues and a shoulder and I even promise to cry with you.  
  • skald said on Jul 04, 2008....
    Do have a good cry on my shoulder. It does you a lot of good. I hope all will be right again. (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
  • BurnedOut said on Jul 04, 2008....
    I've been there, done that, expecting to do this all over again I'm sure.  I really wish you the best, and offer words of comfort.....this is just a terrible season....but a season nonetheless....a season which shall pass shortly.....
     
    As corny as that sounds....it IS the truth:-)  I wish you must strength to get through this!
  • cuppajava said on Jul 04, 2008....
    I have 2 big shoulders waiting for you if you need them
    you can PM me if you like
    or maybe i should PM you
    I am worried about you - you need to be strong for yourslef and your family,love.
    Take Care
    CJ
    X
  • Lucytorial said on Jul 04, 2008....

    Ohh guys.... thanks so much, I'm still feeling so damn out of it..

    In my life it never rains it poors, right now its teaming! raining cats and dogs all on my head... well not just mine.

     

    I called my mom and bawled my eyes out to her, she's so wonderful but so far away.  hubby is here for me in a way I underestimate but then he doesn't understand the wild ride I'm going through....

    I may need a few of your shoulders... over the next few months.

  • botoni said on Jul 04, 2008....
    Lucy.....You are welcome to pm me anytime if you need someone to listen and sympathize.
  • woman said on Jul 04, 2008....
    Oh Lucy, I am so sorry that you are feeling sad. That kind of sadness is so deep and so isolating. I hope that it passes soon but in the meantime try and be comforted by all of your friends here. I have offered up your name in prayer.
  • onlymimi said on Jul 05, 2008....

    I'm sorry.  I hope you feel better soon.  It's okay to cry.

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