Got 9 more days to myself...until my b/f returns home. At first i was sad that he left but since he's been away i've had time to do 'me' stuff. I've read a lot (1/4 way thru a killer book), got lots of my exercising in, taking naps, worked til it's almost killed me, and overload myself with homework. Biggest thing...i can devulge in my other readings...
I write (on the side) not things mom or grandma would be proud of, but i enjoy it. Sometimes i even amaze myself with what i conjure up, but all the same i have a close audience who also enjoys my work.
Sometimes i run short on ideas and get outside inspiration...which i'm doing now.
:)
So, with HIM being away, gives me time to gather my thoughts, gain new thoughts, and let my fantasies steer.
This is fun stuff!
But i know if he knew, he'd be hurt...might even think that he wasn't enough for me or that i wasn't happy.
That's so far from the truth. He is more than enough! I fantasize about him, daydream about him, he's the center of my reason for writing. I think of him and it turns me on and no other guy will ever amount to him.
I'm lucky!
