I have been blogging for years but everywhere I go - people find me and figure out who I am.  Not that I'm all that popular, but some things a girl just needs to keep private.

I love the idea of having a place to write uncensored. 

Tonight the only thing on my mind is how the hell to get my life back on track after making some really crappy decisions last year.

It has to start with my health which affects how I look and feel which therefore affects absolutely everything else from my love life to my career to my hopes and dreams.

Note:  Do not fall in love online with someone who lives on the other side of the planet unless one of you is free to actually move.  Its hell.  I am not longer in love but the pain lingers because I still believe he may have been the best thing that ever happened to me.