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This has always been my feeling. I have however changed my mind recently. I originally wanted to create a website that would document my thoughts. I am however a lazy individual and easily distracted. I would like to say this would be a blog of happy thoughts and great accomplishments. It is not. This blog will be more of a documentation and possibly explanation of what is inevitable. It will document the thoughts and feelings that will eventually lead to my ending my own life. I would like to say I am a seriously depressed or disturbed individual. This is unfortunately untrue as I see it. I am unable to come to any definitive reason I feel the way I do. I do however know that when the dark thoughts, the listing of the many ways i can end my existence come to me their is a narrative in my head. This narrative I hear is not a voice I am not crazy its just the way my thoughts are portrayed to me. This narrative is what I feel will give insight into why I took my life. I will add this url to my living will and maybe it will possibly help those I leave behind understand why I did the things I did.  

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I feel so sad today, i can't quite put my finger on why though, which is kind of annoying....
Depression is an awful medical condition that affects a huge proportion of adults at some point in their life....
Depression is a multitude of different actions that together cause one big reaction, the chemical imbalance that causes depression....
Depression can affect up to one if six people at some point in their lifetime yet we still don't understand what really makes depression happen....
I thought I'd write about something other than food!...