Until then I hadn't realized how lonely I felt for someone to hold me and love me like that. have heard people say that they had been touched like that... not exactly like that but felt his presence... but I was like that will never happen to me because He is always with me... I have always believed and I don't know what it is like for him not to be with me.
Now Here I am...
I surrendered to you this morning. I prayed as I had prayed before for your help for me and for others. Only this time unselfishly. I thought about the people that I wanted to welcome you and be part of you. And then I surrendered and asked you to be the Master of my life.
Then you held me, and I felt love. I felt a love I had been numb to all of my life. You held me, caressed me and I felt as a bride the morning after her wedding night. I felt the presence of love so great that even though alone, I felt it physically like a blanket of warmth wrapped around me. I felt safe in your love and I was happy.
I pride myself in being able to control my emotions. The only emotion I ever left unbridled was happiness. Today it has over flowed. My cup runneth over because today the LORD truly is my shepherd and he will take care of me.
