It is hard to be positive right now. My heart aches for the loss of Robbie, a 18 year old boy who was swept away by the river this Sunday. It has been a hard couple of days.
My emotions are running high today. I am full of tears. Everything makes me cry. Hubby and I were at each other over the weekend. He had to give up cigars and was going through nicotine withdrawals. I lacked pity considering I gave up nicotine, caffeine, and my entire diet. Then add in that I was PMSing all weekend.
So, today was the start of my cycle. A milestone in the IVF world. I called the clinic and got the go ahead to start Birth control tomorrow and continue with it until the 14th. I will start the Lupron on the 9th. The suppression phase has begun.
Then I will be waiting for Aunt Flo to show once again. There is alot of waiting in this process.
I am feeling a bit down today. Mainly I am exhausted. My body is tired but my mind is racing and won't let me rest. I hate that!
