So it's been two full days now.  I hate it when I take my bra and bandages off.  I have every color under the rainbow under them.  I am so misshapen.  I can't see what it all looks like, only from the top.  I took a shower today.  worst thing in the world.  It felt really good, but it made me weak.  So weak I had to call T to come help me.  The daughter would not have been able to help me.  I honestly believe that was the worst I've been since the surgery.  We went to a friends house for supper and I walked in and crawled up into his big, comfy chaise lounge.

The most immediate problem I have right now is constipation.  I have not had a BM since before the surgery.  This has caused me to blow up.  I have no clothes that fit around me right now.  I have taken two laxatives today and it has helped a little bit.  But I am so very uncomfortable. 

I have given up the pain killers.  I have small boobs now.  I am full of shit though.