he grabbed me.
i squiremd.
he tickled me.
i shivered.
he stared at me.
i flinched.
to him i am the prey, i know i am his victim.
laying his arm around my shoulders, then lower to my waist...
i'm angry, furious, tears exploding on the inside.
i said no.
i said no.
I GODDAM SAID FUCKING NO!!!
him mouthing the words " do u like this?"
my response is my scream of fear, my scream of horror.
what am i to him?
his boy toy...
does it matter if i have an opinon, does he care that i have a voice?
he asked " will you come with me, alone?"
i stayed where i stood.
he said it'd be quick, a flashing thought of rape bolting into my mind.
i say no.
he pressures me.
i say no.
he try's to convince me, i walk away, hoping he will dissapear.
his lips close to mine, no one within earshot.
frightened, knee's shaking, i run.
the very thought of my predator, is my living nightmare.