Oneness

I sometimes feel alone on the surface but when I delve deeper, I feel something else there. Could this be the oneness?

The oneness that everything shares is irresistible but it is easy to overlook.

It is accepted in the heart and subconscious level and often dismissed on a more surface level. But it should not be forgotten for then a false sense separation develops from the oneness of all things which throws one off balance until the truth is again realized.

Being separated from the oneness of all things causes me to begin fighting against myself. It is impossible to win when I fight myself. Not because I can’t beat myself, (but because I have proven time and time again that I can), but because in reality no contest exists.

There is no competition in oneness, only the appearance of such things to the fearful eye.

In reality, there is no interpretation, only the irresistible motion that must happen for change and growth to happen and life to continue.

Where is it that all this doubt and fear reside? How is it even possible? How can understanding happen in an analytical way for ideas that must be embodied and lived to be real?

Hell, I don’t know.

Often insights come to me that I think are amazing but ultimately they make me feel stupid.