darksoldier054 posted on Jun 17, 2008
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I never thought much of this phrase but then I lost my wife and I thought about collapsing in on myself but instead started to move forward slowly one step at a time. With the thought that yes today is a new day. I have been driven by anger for so long and it will continue to drive me but some days....well some days the pain is a little better than others. I believe that every day is a new day to move on and put the past in our rearview mirror...I am afraid if I do that though soon my wife will be so far behind me that I wont be able to see her anymore. That is dumb, I know, but it is the truth. I cant help being angry that is who I am now, but I cant let it destroy me.
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posted on Aug 10, 2008
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Tags: Drunk, DOitAGAIN, pain, RUM, loss
i got smashed last night and have such a hangover this morning.Friends asked me to go to church with them today, but i don't feel that well. Should i forgive Tony and go back with him when he gets out of jail? i really feel lonely. My girlfriend burned m... read entire post
johnlove
posted on Aug 04, 2008
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Tags: divorce, relationships, blogging, loss
This may help someone out there...... read entire post
johnlove
posted on Aug 06, 2008
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Tags: blogging, mental health, life, loss
And then I chose my own fate?... read entire post
wingsback
posted 10 days ago
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Tags: suicide, loss, self-discovery
Last week I was planning for my death. I wasn't going to kill myself but I didn't think a life like mine could go on much longer.... read entire post