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I never thought much of this phrase but then I lost my wife and I thought about collapsing in on myself but instead started to move forward slowly one step at a time.  With the thought that yes today is a new day.  I have been driven by anger for so long and it will continue to drive me but some days....well some days the pain is a little better than others.  I believe that every day is a new day to move on and put the past in our rearview mirror...I am afraid if I do that though soon my wife will be so far behind me that I wont be able to see her anymore.  That is dumb, I know, but it is the truth.  I cant help being angry that is who I am now, but I cant let it destroy me.  

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  • killingme4u said on Jun 17, 2008....
    hey.feel you.the anger is normal.i'm very angry over alot of losses also.sometimes it kills me other times i use it in a good way.i'm sorry for your loss and your pain.it sucks.but take care,ok?never talked to ya before but this got me teary,very teary.i'm losing someone i'm very attached to-not in death- but ya know.....i'm pretty angry about it right now.alright i'll shut up.but read you,hear you.very much feel you.

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