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I'm tired of the same old story. No light at the end of this chapter!  So, i'm turning the page, going on with the rest of the story. *smile*
 
I'm restless today. My cleaning job called this morning and cancelled till next week. So, i'm off today and the man of the house is here, doing nothing too. huh!
 
It's been a month and he's nickels and dimes aren't getting it. If i have to totally rely on myself to get it right ....well i don't need any extra baggage, which has no benfits?!
 
I have a choice with this next chapter, do i get an evening job so i can afford this place i am in now. Or do i find another place? huh. Still i'll need more income coming in to make ends meet without doing without. huh! That takes care of where this next chapter begins. *smile* I'll stay!
 
So he goes! :~O Now how the hell do i do that? huh....sigh! This is not going to be easy! He is enjoying himself too much on his vacation! grrrrr Lordy, can i do this? Am i brave enough? Strong enough? I should of left well enough alone last year! He lefted me.
 
A plan B "could" go down, another way, a chickenshit way out. I could do as i have for many years now BUT do as he does.... as he wishes! Only thinking of myself. And "use" his nickels and dimes till i "get it together", get more work or a second job. I don't want or need to go off half-cocked! Or is this an excuse?! huh?
 
All i do know is it's time to roll with the change!!!! The change in ME!
 
Believe me when i say this, this attitude is good. It's been coming for some time now. This is not a new thought. Now i'm going to act on it! I have to....huh?! raised eyebrows high! lol. Lordy.
 
This is a reminder for Me-Myself&I.  We have blended in harmony. *smile*
 
 
 
 


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  • Mamie said on Jun 16, 2008....
    change is good! Me too! Let's fort-i-fy lady!! I just realized today that I am not only a hanger-on-er, but I am a let's-always-stay-here kinda gal...well, that is not how the world works, is it now?
    I think either plan works to be honest...you could actually decide as you go, yes?
  • secretlife said on Jun 16, 2008....
    good for you!
  • Lucytorial said on Jun 16, 2008....
    MMI ~ you go girl! 
  • wombat said on Jun 16, 2008....
    I know it's hard to make these choices, but I wish you luck.  What about a different job, and doing your cleaning job part time?  I am overstepping my knowledge boundary here, but hope you work things out.
  • Me-Myself&I said on Jun 16, 2008....
    Mamie ~ yup change IS good. sometimes it's a MUST! *smile* gotta thingy. Are you having a hard thing letting go of house and daughter? huh. Now that's a big change too. soooo let's hold hands high in the air and grab that energy to fort-i-fy us, ok. *smile* I'm not side-stepping this time. I'm too old to play this game. I forfeit. Take care my friend.XOXOXO
     
    Secret ~ yup, i got to move on, i'm just getting emotional healed from the fire and dad's death so.... quess it's time for a big second wind, you think? huh. *smile*
     
    Lucy ~ keep your fingers cross that "peace of mind" comes easier than i think it will. My making up my mind and heart is my start. Heck, i've been blogging about this longggggg enough. I'm ready, wickly on a mission. *smile*
     
    Wombat ~ no way you could overstep anything. I've layed it out here to get advice and support. I need it. Yup, i have thought about a good evening job and work my cleaning jobs. I think i may look into it too. If i'm going to make it out in the world, i am going to have to WORK hard and someday....*smile* oh, tell Quietone i said hey!
     
    Thank you so much for always being here.... My friends! Have a good one. Take care ~see ya
  • crybabylu said on Jun 18, 2008....
    here's to change--I'm going thru my own changes--and it feels great!
  • rmuxagirl said on Jun 18, 2008....
    Change is good  I would tell him to get off his buff and do something or get out!

    I agree with wombat about a different job and doing the cleaning part time.  There are a bunch of great evening jobs you could do.  I hope you find one and the change goes smoothly.
  • Me-Myself&I said on Jun 18, 2008....
    Cry ~ it's even harded to change/grow when you yourself are the one making you do something for your own good....like a parent would do for their child. *smile* there is a feeling of pride taking care of oneself!
     
    Rmuxagirl ~ oh hon.... there is so much more wrong with us then him not working *wink ....it's all water under the bridge - these days. i am looking at the help wanteds, and hopefully i can update my resume very soon. i live one day at a time these days. this new chapter of my life is going to be very interesting.
     
    THANK YOU for taking the time to read and comment. you two have a good one. take care ~see ya
  • wombat said on Jun 18, 2008....
    I plan to call quietone tomorrow evening---hopefully she will be home. I will tell her you said HI, and I plan to read the comments to her from the post about her laptop that I wrote.
     
    Glad I didn't "overstep my bounds"---sometimes I just comment on every post I get to and can't seem to shut up.....
  • Me-Myself&I said on Jun 29, 2008....
    Just reminding myself! *smile*

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