I have been thinking so much about Master today and how to explain why He is my Master. There's a reason. I think we need to be matched up with the right person. One who has "mastered" us. Master has skills, powers, a presence, a sexual draw that has me begging to serve Him.
Though i'm generally an easy going, layed back person, when someone knows me well they will attest that i am stubborn and strong-willed. I know it sounds quite egotistical to say that i admire Master's strength because He has been able to conquor my will. Even more egotistical to say that i know His strength because i cannot conquor it.
I find it so intoxicating to be embraced by this power and controlled by it that there is nothing that i wouldn't force myself to do rather than disappoint Him.
I have tried to dominate others on line and find that the responsibility is more than i have the patience to handle. Its a little bit fun but it just doesn't work for me. I don't know how Master puts up with me. He has patience.
He does let me know His pleasure and for this i am so grateful. It does wonders to set my insecurities at peace to know that He wants His sluts and considers me His property forever.
