so i dont know if i ever wrote about going to a concert over a month ago? but, i went with some friends to a great concert! we got their early to tailgate, and we were having a blast. i noticed this guy, he was tall, muscular, blonde hair, and i just remember thinking wow, hes sooo cute! well he was parked beside us! so i went to our car, and got something out, now the guy i was supose to be with was just an ass, and was getting drunk. but he was at their car talking- so i get something out of the back, and i say hello to the guys in the car beside us an keep going.

 

wel of course im the only sober one, so i go back to the car to get out our tickets when the guys stop me an we start talking. there was 2 of them, both cute, but my blonde one was the wow one! haha so we chat for a few minutes, and learn some things about each other. well my friends start leaving me so the blonde one tells me his number an i type it in my phone an then call his to exchange and then i leave.

 

i saw him a few times throughout the concert but we were both with friends. so- over the next 2-3 weeks we texted daily! he even called a few times! turned out he didnt live far away from my parents house, an i was living there for the semester! we made plans to hang out- but they always fell through because he was moving out of his house, and heading for bootcamp in another state soon.

 

well he kinda stood me up, and i was so upset that i just stopped calling him an he did me too. but it had been 2 weeks this thursday. and i was sitting in my room no campus after class. an it was around 815..and i remember thinking i just wanted to say hey. so well i texted him and said "hey, i know your leaving for bootcamp soon, i wish you luck, and i hope you stay in touch". well before i know it hes texting me back! we texted for about 20-30mins and he said sorry for breaking our plans each time. so then- he goes your at school right? well yes, i replied so then i didnt hear anything back. so i called him an he said, "L, I need your adresss!" he drove 1.5hours to see me at school!

 

see i have a single room and im allowed to have guys stay the night, and of course i wanted to see him! so he was here before 11!!!! i was so excited an nervous and wow! he pulled up an parked he got out and we hugged an it was that instant connection! i felt it, that tingling wow, dreamy looks an butterflies. so he gets his stuff and i show him my room, where he laughs at me! lol but it is a girls dorm room! i get another hug a longer one than outside, and then i get the most amazing kiss ever! it was soft, sweet, sexy, lingering, it was so perfect!

 

well one of my friends had a bunch of movies so we ventured to her dorm across campus an he met her. she loved him! haha she did, an he liked her!

 

ive been so scared to let any guys i like meet my friends since the guy i liked lasttime ended up having sex with one of my friends. but anyways, we leave her room, and then come back here to cuddle an watch a movie.

 

he stayed the night, and the next morning i had to do something at the school like manning a table where he met a bunch of my friends an he didnt care. he was helping, an chating with al the girls, an the guys, an just like watching me. it was a litle wierd at first, but then my bestfriend showed up and she thought he was cute. and later on told me that he looks at me like im the only girl alive! which is so sweet!

 

so, he left later that day, and he leaves for training on tuesday, he may come up to see me again tomarrow! god, i hope so i miss him so much already! we talked about trying to make the long distance thnig work, and he fessed up to thats why he called off our plans because he knew he liked me an didnt think it was fair to me that he was leaving.

 

so as of now, i feel like im taken, hes so great, sweet, amazing! thats just him! hes wow! and i feel like ever since he pulled up that night on my campus an hugged me i feel like that hug is when he stole my heart. i know it may sound dumb but he did! and i hate that hes leaving but i know! i know! he is doing what he wants to do, an thats serve his country.

 

he promises to write since i wont see him until like october. i am pretty sure he'll keep his word. i miss him so much already. but i went with what i felt and what i felt was i should just stop listening to how everyone else tells me to do things or what everything thinks i should do. and just do them the way i want. so thats why i texted him, because hes not a bad person just someone who didnt want to hurt me.

 

im just so hapy ive been floating! it was upsetting when he had to leave! i did cry for a while, but i know ill see him again, hoping for tomarrow! but, i just thought id share my joy with everyone!

 

<3 L