The yesterday wasn't good. I really thought that it was going to be the moment to stop, pull back, and look at other options. My husband wants this. I want this. If we are successful we will have an amazing miracle in our arms. Something that nothing else in the world can compare to.
It is true that even with all the hope and desire we have, it might not happen. I will hurt in every aspect of the word. I know that walking away from it will cause great pain to. Ten years of hoping that this chance would come won't go away easily.
I talked with my thyroid specialist and he recommended DHEA. It has been shown to increase egg quality and quantity at the time of retrieval and transfer. I talked to my RE and he agreed that I should go on it. For anyone over the age of 35 tak to your doctor about it.
I know the chances are slim. But, I am going for it. One round. And we will see what we get. If nothing we walk away. If we freeze some then I will finish out those cycles until we achieve or don't have any embabies left.
