So I have a date tomorrow night. WIth a contractor from work no less.
I saw he had a profile on the dating site I am on. I sent him a message and he messaged me back. He said that he was interested in getting to know me better and we exchanged phone numbers.
We've been on the phone every night since...for like 3 hours at a time. He's a really, really nice guy, and he's definitely not a player or a conceited jerk. We seem to be getting along great. He stopped by work today and had lunch with me, which was a little awkward only because I was still at work, but he seems sooooo excited for tomorrow. I don't remember the last time a guy was excited over me and it feels great. He said that all the guys at the shop call me the "hot girl from (place of work)" and that he's their hero.....lol.
The only thing is that he's not my usual type. I'm really, really attracted to tall, muscular guys. I mean, they really get my motor running. He's not that at all. He's not very tall, not muscular, really slim, he shaves his head because he's balding...he's cute, but today at lunch, I kept looking at him and wondering if I was really attracted to him or not, or if I'm acting on desperation because I've had no one interested in me lately. Usually, I know right off the bat whether it's a yes or no, so the indecision is bothering me.
I dont' want to come across as a shallow person or anything, but attraction is huge for me. I'm not one of those people that is going to put in the time in hopes that a person has a great personality if they aren't necessarily my type in appearance. I like getting the butterflies and sweaty palms by merely looking at my crush. I want to get all rev'd up just by getting a glimpse. I don't know if this contractor guy does it for me.
I know, I know, go on the date and see how it goes. I'm just hoping my indecision doesn't prevent me from giving it a fair shot...I know how I can be sometimes.....
