jezzabell posted on Jun 09, 2008
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So – It’s been a while since I have been able to update – My laptop has died I have to send it to Sydney to be repaired, and basically, I’m less than impressed about the situation.
Thanks heaps for the messages though – It’s nice to know that my posts have been missed! And apologies for not commenting on all the regular people’s posts – No laptop, as I said, and soulcast isn’t the kind of thing that I want to be caught reading at work :P
So lots has happened since I last updated – I guess, I’ll just start going through things in the order that they happened – Firstly, I learnt to ejaculate. I had always thought that when chicks did that in pornos it was totally fake, well, it turns out that it isn’t, and no, it’s not pee. It doesn’t smell, or look like pee. It’s a pretty intense type or orgasm, and the times that I have done it, I’ve been left feeling pretty drained, though very relaxed, and satisfied. The first time that I tried, it didn’t happen, so to those of you who are going to give it a try, my only advice is to relax, try not to try too hard, and enjoy!
We went to Melbourne – And that was a blast, we went to a bunch of sex stores, and got lots of cool cool toys, I got a nice new ball gag – With a beautiful red suede strap, we got some black latex gloves, a nice boot buffer for when I clean his docs. We also got a big syringe, some Crisco, a speculum, toy cleaner, a gspot vibe (which is just like my normal vibe, which is great, because it’s nice and small), surgical bed pad thingos (for making cleaning up after ejaculation easier), and that’s basically all I can remember – Needless to say, a nice stash of things that I would have to try very hard to source where we live.
I didn’t find a collar, which was very disappointing.
We’ve been playing with enemas a little – This started after I had some CHRONIC stomach upset wrongness requiring both the toilet, and a bucket. I actually quite enjoyed it, it wasn’t painful, though a little uncomfortable at first, and it feels really nice afterwards – It’s like feeling anti bloated!
Oh – And we also got some bondage tape, which we have had much fun with, the first time we used it, I was hog tied, which wasn’t as uncomfortable as I had been expecting. The bondage tape is great, it sticks to itself, and not your skin, is super strong, and doesn’t hurt at all. If you can get your hands on some, do so, it’s super! I would like to have a photo taken wearing only it across my breasts and pussy – I think that would make a great photo.
So that’s all the fun stuff – Emotionally, I’ve been doing OK – Tomorrow is his Birthday – We will be celebrating in Sydney later in the month. I’ve been a little down though, and I dare say that that is only going to be getting worse over the next 4 days – He has been staying at my house for about 10 days, which means that my usual come down is going to be far worse than normal. That’s something not to look forward to, to say the least.
In Melbourne he got me a super cute Halloween themed Hello Kitty for my phone, which I totally adore, it’s a cute little reminder that he is always with me – Today he got me a new skirt from the markets, it’s cute, a little pencil skirt, with some nice patterned material in a strip down the centre. I’ve always been a fan of guy’s I am with getting me clothes, I guess because I assume that they would only get me something that they like, and that it would be something they would be pleased to see me in. It’s strange, I’m starting to realise that a lot of the things that I have always done are very submissive traits.
closetwhore
posted 5 days ago
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Tags: BDSM, searching, submission, trust, time
Well...the last post was just me rambling and lamenting a bit.
Thanks everyone for your comments and suggestions. I like the idea of a supportive community.
But I wasn't really clear about what my goal is with submission. W... read entire post
MLM'sPretty
posted 6 days ago
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Tags: BDSM, life, Thoughts to ponder, D/s, slave, mine
This a question i know all of you have be faced with. It is a very trivial question for me. i had someone once ask me who i was. i started to rattle off some off the things i am....
i am a slave
i am a daughter
i am a college ... read entire post
submissiverose
posted 6 days ago
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Tags: master, BDSM, adult, submission, M/s
Today, i'm sore. Every little movement i make causes different parts of my body to cry out in pain. It's delicious. It's the type of pain that reminds me that i've recently been used and toyed with by Master. i love this feeling.... read entire post