I think I'm in the throws of depression. I'm fuctioning but it's coming to a slow hault. I've cooked probably twice in the last month. And I just don't want to do much of anything. Today is my wedding anniversay and I don't feel like celebrating. Hell somedays I don't even want to be married. Yes the kids are still eating we've just become the king and queens of take out and fast to prepare food.

 

I feel horrible about this b/c a home cook meal is something kids should have but if i'm not sleeping or working then I don't want to move and if I had it my way I wouldn't work. I'm unhappy and I know that that calls for changes and I'm just not ready to make them yet. Maybe I just needed to say this all out loud. Will get back soon.

                                                       ~Signed the Blue Husbandhater~