I got up this morning feeling hungry -that hasnt happened to me in a long time.I ate supper last night,as I normally do - but still i felt hungry this morning.Havent eaten anything yet though.I dont normally eat in the morning - never have.
Anyway - enough of my stomach rumbings -its Friday - that should be a big yeeeee haaaaa from every body - but i'm not hearing nanything people.
I dont have much planned for the weekend.I never really do plan much,I just let it take care of itself.I'm pretty much a home body and dont go out much anymore.
Anyway,there is talk among some of my friends that moght get together for a braai - sorry barbeque - I am in south africa - thats what they call it here.
But its winter here now - i think,The sweltering humidity and heat of the summer and the rest of ther year has been replaced with a crisp air and an overnight temperature of about 10 degrees celsius and a day time of between 20 and 25 degrees.I know that doesnt sound cold to some - it never gets cold here that much.
I am originally from Northern Ireland - I spent my younger years there.THAT country gets COLD.I miss the snow that we used to get there in the winter time.I havent seen snow i such a long time.It used to snow every christmas - but i see these days that it is snowing there more in Feb March these days,and they havent had snow at Christmas there in a long time.
I had originally wanted to spend the whole weekend in bed - asleep - you know the old saying,go to bed and sleep for a week? - sounds like a good idea.I have just about gotten over this insomnia thing,but i'm not sure yet.I have been keeping some very late hours in tha last week or so,so its hard to tell.
I have made contact with a very special someone over the last 10 days,so I have been spending most of my nights online chatting to them.They are in the UK,you see,so I cant really talk to them in person yet.I made contact with them on THIS very site.
Dont be alarmed people,they are very much married and as i said thay are a long way away from me.
But that doesnt stop them being a special someone,someone who i can tell anything to and know that they understand,and like wise - she can tell me anything and i know exactly what is going through her mind.
It is quite unusal for me,as i have formed a very unusual bond with them that is very difficult to put into words.I sat and thought to myself that my life was ordinary before i found them and now that they are 'in' my life - my life has changed,my outlook has changed.My life suddenly has purpose - and it means so much to me that i finally have someone who needs me,and wants me as part of their life.the evidence of this becomes clearer every day i talk to her.
i know this wont make sense to a lot of people.But i am hoping that she will read this and know what i am talking about................
