First I like to say thank you thank you to all my fellow subs who posted on my blog. It's nice to be creating this support system. i haven't told a single person about my sexual preference. In fact no one knows i'm in a relationship let a lone a D/s relationship. i've literally have had no one to talk to about this. In fact i've never talked with anyone about this except of course, my Master. He's amazing and perfect and patient and supportive, but sometime i miss "girl talk" :-) anyway, thanks again guys.
Things are better today. He talked to me today without sounding mad and i was so happy. it felt like a huge weight had been lifted. i think my constant messages to Master over the last couple of days have helped to re-convince Him of my devotion. He must have been doubting it a little or He wouldn't have been SO mad. But He seems way less mad and i'm 99.99% sure He won't be leaving me anytime soon so i'm soooooooooooooooooooooo relieved! Thank you Master for being so kind. i've always wanted to scream out my devotion to the world, but i guess i have to settle for the internet....I LOVE MY MASTER!! I ADORE HIM AND WORSHIP HIM AND I AM COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY DEVOTED TO SERVING HIM!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow that felt good!
submissivepet101 posted on Jun 04, 2008
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pusscat said on Jun 05, 2008....
I have just been having a bit of a weepy moment of my own and here I find this wonderful post from you :-) You've sure put the smile back on my face girl!I'm so pleased for you - and I know what you mean about wanting to scream it from the rooftop :-) -
submissivepet101 said on Jun 05, 2008....
thanks pusscat. Wow it's been so nice talking with people who understand me and know how i'm feeling. It makes such a big difference and learning i don't have to be ashamed of my submissive nature. i'm sorry you're not feeling so well but i'm sure that things will get better -in my experience things always get better... Good luck thanks so much for the support. -
T's_Pet said on Jun 05, 2008....
Subpet:Glad things feel better for you today. I think we all go through this and sometimes I also have to remind myself that my wonderful, wise Sir T also has a whole other life, job, etc. There are times when He seems distant and i start to catch myself taking it personally. Then i have to remember that there are many aspects of Him which i do not affect and i should not let that affect me. And also, if your master was upset with you, it's b/c he cares about you. If he didn't get upset when you chose to be with others over him, that wouldn't be a very good sign, would it?Stay happy!T's_Pet
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