i am addicted to music, i like all different types, but one thing that i love about music is that it is universal..... that it is universally created to influence the many different types of people out there...and that music made in one country can influence and impact a person in another country, music is powerful, it can change ur way of thinkin, open your eyes to sumthin knew, comfort you, and give you hope. The one thing i like about lyrics and just writing in general is that lyrics or words/ a book or a poem/ written by someone going through one thing can exactly or closely match how someone who the author has never seen or talked to before.... music/ words connects us.... and no matter how different people are we can always find a connection through music....
so here is the song that describes what im going through

Now I was sitting waiting wishing
that you believed in superstitions
then maybe you'd see the signs
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
and I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
and in loving somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing the fool?

I sing ya songs I dance a dance
I gave ya friends all a chance
putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
and maybe you been through this before
but its my first time
so please ignore
the next few lines cause they're directed at you

I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool
I keep playing your cards
but its not my scene
wont this plot not twist?
I have no place to read?
Keep building me up, then shooting me down
well im already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting

Well if I was in your position
Id put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
and If I was I wouldn't be so cruel
cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing the fool?
No I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool, foool