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Who am i going to be?

travelr712 posted on May 30, 2008 | views: 123 | Tags: who
Who am i going to be?
 
Everything I knew in my life is gone. Everything I was is just an object lesson from the past.
 
Everything in my life now is new. And everything is in flux.
 
The cards are shuffelling. The dice are rolling. Karma is in vortex. However you want to put it.
 
I have no idea what's going to happen next. I don't know where I'm going. There are so many possibilities.
 
I know who I was. I didn't like that guy very much. I know who I tried to be. I didn't like him much either.
 
You know what? I like who I am now. But I wonder, Who am I going to be?
 
The nice thing is, from what I've learned on my travels so far, is that I get to choose.


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  • Fallyn said on May 30, 2008....
    hang on tight!

  • diabolicdame said on May 31, 2008....
    I like the fact that I get to choose too. I try not to forget it. Its easy to not choose and let life choose for you and ten blame the world. But truth is you get to choose.
  • travelr712 said on May 31, 2008....
    fallyn - it's turning into quite a ride :)
     
    dia - everyone chooses one way or another. sometimes i even choose to do nothing. like, by other people's standards, i should have been actively looking for a job for at least the next month, but i wasn't really putting much effort into it until today. when i started putting myself into it today, i got a lead on my dream job and applied for it. my point is, if i had chosen to be active over the last month, i might have accepted a job that i didn't really want. but by chosing to wait, to do nothing till today, the right opportunity came along. i just hope i can land it!
  • Lucytorial said on May 31, 2008....
    Hey there Trav, nice to see you btw......

    Life has a way of providing the right road when our eyes are open, I try not to push! when I do that I end up all over the place.... when I don't and live in the moment it tends to turn out pretty darn good!

    As for knowing who you will be.... do you need to know now? maybe you are doing it??
  • destinydiva said on Jun 02, 2008....
    I like how you wrote that :-)
    I agree with lucy too

    hope you get the job, my fingers are crossed for you :-) xx
     
  • travelr712 said on Jun 03, 2008....
    heya lucy, as you can see, i don't get back to my blog much, or anyone elses for that matter. i'm trying to find a balance between looking ahead and living in the moment. i seem to find it to be a fluid point tho.
     
    des - thank you, me too. strangely enough, when i got home tonight, there was a message on my voicemail about another job that i'd applied for, which would be just as perfect for me. perhaps things are looking up?

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