What's happening?
Why are things going so bad?
Why is this shit happening to me?
I ask my self that question on a daily basis.
Some that followed my blog might remember the things I've been through over the last week, month, year, 2 years.
It's no different from what you've been through.
Yes, the circumstances are different, but the effects on life are the same.
What the fuck's going on?
I try. I give. I work. I do. I do my best, and it's great. And then I do my best, and it's not nearly good enough. What the fuck?
Every day is a constant struggle!
My struggle today?
Well, I have 4 days off. Well, 3 1/2 actually. My plans for the weekend were changed.
So now, I get to sit, after working so hard for so long, alone. For 3 days.
So what the fuck?
I have no money. It takes money to do anything in America, the land of opportunity. You need money to have a house. You need money to eat. You need money to have a fucking job so you can transport yourself from your house that you have to pay for to your job where you're treated like, fill in the blank.
so what the fuck?
where's the american dream? obama has it? hillary has it? mccain has it? i haven't seen it in any of those rich bastards! they just want my vote so they can pay off their campaign expenses and become richer. but somebody's gotta do that job, or there's anarchy.
i don't want that job. i can't afford it, and i don't have enough people around me that will give it to me. i'd be a bad president.
Why are things so hard?
