At one of my other online haunts we were discussing the GI Bill the other day. I mentioned that I had the GI Bill, that it should have run out in 2004, but since I went back on active duty from 2003 to 2004 the time on it reset another ten years.
One of my online friends said that I was stupid for not taking advantage of it and going back to school, and I agreed with him.
See, I've been married and had to support a family for a very long time now. School, which is one of the reasons I joined the military, has always been a second- or third-class concern.
I've been able to attend classes here and there. I started in 1995, a little less than a year after I left the military. Unfortunately I got laid off and I had to move.
In 1996, I tried again, and I took some very good classes such as writing and economics. In fact, I gained a life-long love for economics during this period. Wow, talk about your group psychology!
After about a year of that (remember, I was taking classes part-time, not full-time) things got kinda hectic so I stopped. I've been trying to remember when I started classes up again.
Hmm. It had to be 2000 or so.
I took classes at two different campuses, because the local community college has several campuses. One class was in southwest Portland. The other was closer to home in Beaverton.
I remember because the Rock Creek Campus, the one that was closest to home and to work, I used to go play volleyball before or after class with some young folks. I had a blast. I was much more active then.
Now when I first started my college career, I didn't think that I was smart enough to be an engineer at the time. My high school didn't even offer calculus, even though I took five years of mathematics in four years of high school. I took the highest math available to me.
But after my first few terms of school, I realized that I was smart enough to be an engineer. I just needed to work a little bit harder to achieve my goal. Such as learn calculus.
Well, anyway, it was a mixed bag. While I was a better student than I was in high school (where I never studied but always tested well) I still carried over some bad habits if I wasn't too interested in the class. Plus a bad experience of being accused of cheating when I didn't...
So as I've mentioned before, when 9/11 happened I joined the Army National Guard. When 2003 came around and my unit had to be deployed to Kuwait and Iraq, I had to drop my classes. I was only taking Physics 222 at the time.
Since then, I really haven't had the motivation to return. At least, not until recently, when I took my son to visit the University of Oregon during Spring Break. I felt a weird combination of jealousy and pride; jealous that I knew that I didn't have the same opportunities that he has and that I'll probably always resent it, and pride in that my son was totally blown away by the possibilities and even though he is not a star student he still wants to attend college and become a teacher.
So it comes back around to my opening paragraph -- I need to get started again. I looked up some stuff on the Portland Community College website and saw that they were offering some of the computer science classes that I'm interested in during spring and summer terms. Unfortunately, my first interest came on the same day that spring classes started.
However, I plan on taking one class (a C++ class, CS162) this summer starting near the end of June. I hope to break beyond the beginning programmer stage that I've been stuck in for the past twenty-six years. And I hope to add some momentum to my own college hopes again. As I put it to a coworker today, I hope to earn a four-year degree before I die or retire, whichever happens first.
My eventual goal is to take as many community college classes as I can and then transfer to Portland State University and finish a degree in Computer Engineering. I want to work with both hardware and software and embedded systems and stuff like that.
I'm sure I'll get it done, eventually. Even though it's been twelve years and I still haven't even accomplished a two-year degree.



