"Get off me"! is my cry when I look down at the fat on my tummy. "Just leave me alone"! "Go away and never come back"!

Too bad fat doesn't listen to anything it is told. The pounds just keep showing up and I just keep shedding them off, one by one. It's a frustrating cycle. So I end up staying around the same weight, give or take a couple pounds, all the time.

As much as I hate to get sick and be sick, I am pleased with the weight I loose because I don't eat anything fearing it will make me sicker. When I get sick my stomach gets so irritable and barely lets me drink water without throwing it up. So I usually will gain a little weight back after being sick just because I started drinking water.

For example, if I loose 6 pounds from being sick for 2 days, I'll gain back about 3 pound just from water. So I still lost 3 pounds, but I get sad that the whole 6 pounds doesn't stay off my body. But as much as it is a great way to loose weight, I don't think it is worth it!! I hate being sick, especially when I have to watch 3 little children all day long. My husband goes to work and I have to watch them sick or not. That is not fun!!!

I would still like to loose another 10lbs. But I keep buying chocolate candies. I love my chocolate. And ever since I started a new birth control, sweets are all I can think about. Hmmmmm.....speaking of chocolate.....mmmmm...I think I should go eat a Hershey Kiss right now. Yup, I can hear them calling to me now..."come eat me"!!...well I better go and eat some yummies!