• D6fer said on May 20, 2008....

  one day left? that's great! Congrats! Go do what you want now.....find a job you will love.....the future is wide open.....enjoy it!

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on May 21, 2008....

  
  I understand!!! (you are not alone, I have been there, still battle it...and have accepted that it is a part of me)
  
  (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
  
  I have been thinking of you. . .just last night I visited your blog (I always read, to know how you are doing... but being imprisoned in my own head, could not even leave a comment)...
  
  Now, I still feel I am not saying something substantial, but I still say, what the heck!  I wanted you to know that your comments have always made a difference to me.  And reading your blogs (randomly . . .I do, from beginning, then here and there...and always reading to follow your journey in life) always gives me a spark of life...may it be you celebrating or just releasing negative feelings to the universe for your own release :)
  
  Thank you for being you, it makes it easier for me to be myself too...this is what brought me to blogging...feeling the connections...soul connections
  
  To borrow Queenie´s words: keep on blogging petite :X
  
  Warmest regards,
  
  ate paper ~
  
  only one more day...yes
  
  weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
  
  :)
  
  
  
  

• silverwhisper said on May 22, 2008....

  i think that it's only natural to be anxious, petitepapillon: you've spent 4 years figuring out how "life works" at the college level and now there's this big, scary thing called "real life" that's waiting to pounce on you.
  
  can i share a little secret i've learned?
  
  there's nothing that says that it's life that has to be the one that pounces.
  
  ed

• petitepapillon said on May 22, 2008....

  D6 ~ I wish I could go do what I want. My nagging, pain in the ass head won't let me.

  Paper ~ You are going to make me cry. I never think that any of my entries are worth reading or whatever. Thank

  Silver ~ Try 7 years. Three at my community college, two as a transfer to UC Davis, and two back at community college. At some point, I'll add two to four more years...if I ever get to go to grad school.

• silverwhisper said on May 23, 2008....

  ah...see, i didn't realize. but still, that just means there's even more unknown, wouldn't you say?
  
  ed

• kbux11 said on Jul 22, 2008....

  hey, i just found this site and saw your blog. it really stuck out to me, so i decided it was worth reading and leaving a comment to. i'll be a sophmore in highschool soon, and even though i haven't been through as much as you have, i know how you feel. i have been battleing depperession for two years now and i recently thought i might be comming out of it. i went to work with my aunt and uncle, who live out of state, for about five weeks. i felt great so i gave up my medication for a while. i was doing fine until i came home. from then on i've felt as if im heading right back in to that dark tunnel we call depperession. i just want to let you know that your not the only one going through this. i know i've come a long way since i first began battleing depperession, i just had to take a few steps back to actually see. i'll never be the same after having experienced depperession, but after realizing how far i've come, i know that one day i will be out of the tunnel and back into the light. mabey you should try to see how far you've come, and not focus too much on how far you have to go. i hope i've helped, and if not, atleast your blog has helped me. you have my best wishes, and remember that you'll come out of that tunnel one day, and don't give up until you do

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