We had a nice long session on Saturday night. I had cuffs on my ankes, tied with string, and lifted up and back around my head. A blindfold, handcuffs, and at a point my hand cuffs where also tied up above my head. He started by making me cum. I got fucked, hard, he put pegs on my breasts, and then on my nipples, pegs on the lips of my pussy, and fucked me while I sobbed, my breasts bouncing, causing more pain, his hard cock pushing against my agonised lips. The pain was intense, but I knew that that was partly what was getting him off, so I tried to take as much of it as I could. The twine around one of my ankles broke, then the twine holding my wrists to the bed head, and lastly, the twine on my right ankle. He ordered me on all fours, and fucked my ass. My breasts where hanging, and swinging with the force of his thrusts. It was awfully painful, and i was so very happy when he came. He asked me to call him names, I called him Sir, and he said he wanted to hear the other name, I called him Master, and he said no, the other one, I sobbed that I could think of no more, he asked me if I wanted him to go soft inside me, of course I didn't, that was the last thing in the entire world that I wanted, I would have taken more pegs on my nipples, or on the lips of my pussy before I felt him go soft inside me, so I called him what I knew he wanted to hear. He asked me if I was in pain. He knew that I was. He asked me if I liked being in pain, being in pain for him, I said, of course I do, I would do anything for you, I love giving you my pain to get you off. He called me a slut, and a whore. He called me his slut, and his whore, I thought it was beautiful. Once he was done, he started to play with me totally dripping pussy, and fingered me. I was so wet from the pain, wet from making him cum, from feeling him so hard inside me, wet from having him pound me so hard, that I came fairly quickly. He didn't stop, he began to stimulate my gspot, and my clit, he kept going, and kept going, he kept going until I ejaculated (something very new to me, and something I never thought was actually possible to be honest), and squirted cum all over my pillow and my bed. I was shaking, and totally overwhelmed by the feeling of release. He sent me outside for a smoke, and he changed my sopping sheets. When I returned, my bed was warm and clean. I curled up in bed, and lay on my side, he lay behind me, his arms around me. He bit my shoulder blades, over and over again. The bite marks on my shoulders are complemented by the bruises on my tender breasts. Wearing a bra on Monday was agony, and bliss. He even helped me clean for the inspection, which was unexpected, but totally appreciated.

Work has been mental, I didn't feel so bad on Monday, he stayed until Tuesday. I saw him Wednesday, because I had the day off for the inspection. We didn't have time to play (he had things that he needed to do), I went to the shops, and got fresh vegetables, and got home, then I made him lunch, a thai green vegetable curry with rice, I did some washing, lots of linen and towels. He helped me make up my bed with new sheets again, and then I took him home so that he could go to work. As I've said he likes it when I am being nice and domestic, and he motivates me to be domestic, without saying a single word. It's good for me, I like it when the house is nice for him, I like to know that I have the towels that he likes clean for him coming over, I like it when I know the sheets on my bed are clean for him to sleep on. I've been sleeping in one of his shirts, he left his aftershave here, I sprayed the shirt the night that he wasn't here, now I sleep in it. It's far far too big for me, but it's nice, and it smells like him.

I have my anual review at work next week, I always have issues with preformance reviews, I never, ever do badly, but I always get very anxious. I'm sure I will be ok, I just can't wait for it to be over.

We are going to Melbourne next week, for a conference. I hope it's good, I hope we have fun. We are staying an extra three days, and I can't wait to get away from everything and everyone. I can't wait to just take it easy, and hang out. To do some shopping, eat some nice food. I want to escape.

I'm heaps sorry I haven't been replying to everyone's posts – I'll be a better girl this week, I promise.

<3 jezz