Well i really cant stand the fact that she"my motha" has the ryt that my bro came down here and never told me, Oh she called my 2 sistas that he was here and to visit,the thing is my motha lives her partner and has been with him for about 9yrs now "since my dad died"
well i dont have a clue where she lives or her address, i dnt even know her home phone number either!!!!
its his house and iv been able to visit once, my bro and sistas have,when i found my sista afta she took a ova dose she went to hospital, my motha was in "goa" the nurses asked me for my mothas address and i said i dnt know, i felt sooooooooo embaresst, so i was put down as her nxt of kin, anyway going back to what i was saying i dnt see my bro or nephew/niece much so when i found out that he had come down i was soooooooooo pissssssssssss,d off, but iv nt said anything just incase she plays games and says dnt be stupid i did phone, as she does play mind games, i know my sista kids went ova, so what do i do ??????
1.keep quiet and say nothing ?
2.send a txt and calmly ask why she didnt tell me ?
3.call her and ask her why, but then again i get so mad i start shouting then cry she laffs down the fone leaving me so mad i could kill some1,,,
See when she didnt visit me in hospital "which is in 1 of my otha post " i told her to keep her to stay away,, but these last few weeks she has been sending txt messages telling me how she is missing me and i mean the world to her and if her kids are happy thaen she is happy ,, so why has she done this, all the tym its back stabbing sly mind games,arrrrrg but again she did it with ny grandad otha week aswel,, i know iv no bond with her, i spoke to my sista "blue eyes" she told me to ignore her "mmmm"
when my dad died he asked me to look out for her so every tym we have words she brings it up. but then in anotha breathe she telling my sistas too move on, wots that all about? im going to cemartry tomoro to do my dads grave and my granma aswel but i know im going to be thinking about it all nyt until i say or do something but i dnt want to look or sound stupid
OH GOD ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGG
