It seems I have a severe forme of cystitis.. That means sometimes I cannot keep my pee.. It's damnly embarassing. If I go to the bathroom every 2 hours I am ok. If I go beyond that time I start having problem. Yesterday I was at the supermarket and it happened. I could feel it coming out of me, and there was nothing I can do to stop. I could not breath and could not move. And it seemed endless.. Since I had no food at home and I also have to think about the kid, I finished shopping, hoping no one could see what happened to me. There were some children in the shop and I was sooo worried thay could start pointing at me and laughing.. I think I should go and see a doctor but I am not sure of where to go since I am completely knew to this place.
it feels so humiliating...
I guess I'll buy some pads today. I cannot think that I have to start working in a couple of days and this problem can happen again.
It's so bad
From what I read on the internet, all I can do is avoiding a lot of food like tomatoes, olives, chocolate, coffee, tea, soft drink. I will do that of course!! I will have a diet of rise with just parmesan and salad for a while. And I should drink a lot of water..
I don't feel any pain, luckily.. it's just that sometimes I cannot keep my pee..
I know there are other people suffering a whole lot more, so I guess I am lucky on that side..