ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY???????? WHY DOES MY COMPUTER DECIDE TO HAVE A MID-LIFE CRISIS NOW!...WHEN IM TOO DAMN BROKE TO AFFORD TO FIX IT! ........im honestly tired of this old computer..its got too many viruses now..i have a feeling its beyond fixable..and obviously i cannot afford to...but my friends cousin offered to try to fix it..hes not excatly a proffesnial..just some geeky guy who thinks he is. But at this moment i could care less..i need this fixed ..and if its free even better..so tommorow im going to give it to him..and lets see..GOD i just hope he does know what hes doing. Anyways my day was Horrible...i was supposed to see a old friend of mine havent seen in a while..but he called me in the morning to say he can't make it...maybe sunday..he will see me. Great woke up in the morning to this. And then i try to call my male bestfriend ...but hes acting weird on the phone and he told me "I can't believe you LIDIA out of all the people you should know whats wrong"..Im compeltly lost i have no idea what hes angry at ..if its me ..or someone else anyways i have bad headache so i hung up on him...I ignore anybodys phonecalls for the rest of the morning..i just sat there watching morning show after another..by this point im bored so i decided to do some jogging around the neighbourhood and stop by the video rental to drop of some late movies...gusse who's there???? Oh yes R ...i haven't seen him since..well..last saturday...it was akward..i was in my jogging pants i looked like some homeless person..well my curly mess hair was all over the place and i was huffing and puffing when i got in the store...UGGHHH he acted like nothing was wrong ..and he asked me hows it going..i mumbled something ...clearly he can tell i wasn't in the mood to talk to him..so i paid the late charges and i left..when i got of the store i started jogging and i can tell he was trying to call me and catch up with me..i kept jogging faster faster...Bastard! he got up with me by the end of the plaza strip..and i had to stop...he was laughing like an idiot..and i was too...well it was kinna funny ......i looked like i was running away from some physco killer LOL!!..but anyways...he wanted to apolgize..Hahahahahahah now i was really laughing HIM..HIM..apologizing? ...SOOOOO funny i had no idea he was capable of doing so..arogant bastard. So i told him i will think about it and left him there ..and jogged my way on..LOL he was shocked i gusse i didnt accept his apology but whatever..i went home..and checked my weight ..whoho..lost 6 pounds..im not so excited..tomorow is friday which means i have to go to my end of the school year party...we have to dress "formal"..ughhhhhhhhh i don't feel like going..but its my last year at the college so i suppose i should say bye to everyone. Oh well..i have a huge stomach ache...and all i want to do is eat more ..god i would kill for a donut right about now.