I feel nothing now. Just tired.
I want to go out. Not go home. Just out.
Be myself with no hats.

I am drained. My feelings are dead.
My mind is not here. It's somewhere else.
Drowned. Paralyzed.

I am not lost.
I still am standing.
Just tired.
Tired.

I have loved.
Trying to live.
Surviving yet there is no meaning.
But I will continue walking.
Breathing.

Tired.
Yet still alive.
Free.
Looking for answers.
And I will find them.
As of now...
I am tired.
I want to rest.
And feel my nothingness.