Alright, So after my last post, I have been worrying so much about my guy overseas. And finally today after almost a week from not hearing his voice; he called this morning!! I was so excited, I didn't even care that it was 7am! I was so excited, he said, "my name, hey! i miss you so much!" i melted right away! I couldn't stop smiling! It was all I could do to say it back!! haha So we only got to talk for about 30minutes but he said, that I had emailed him a bunch, and he didn't realize how much I would miss him after not hearing from him for almost a week! He said,he's read them all and even though I wrote him a bunch, he said that was fine! He can't wait to read them!
And then it happened! He said he's been thinking about me so much, and US an about when we meet. And he said that he is in love with me! That he knows he should'nt say it until we meet, and we are 100% sure! But, he said that he is definatly in love with me! He said he's not scared about his feelings anymore, he knows that what he feels for me is true. And, that even though we can not be together right now, he will wait for me. He will wait until he comes home and we are together. And even then if I am unsure, and he has to go back to base, he said he'll continue to wait. Because, he said yea he is single, but i have his heart, and he doesn't want it any other way!!!!!!!!
SO can you imagine my first 30 minutes of being awake this morning!? OMG! And then he had to go, so he said, "I just want you to know that I love you, and I am missing you so much already! And remember that I am always thinking of you!"
O wow, I am so on cloud nine it should be illegal! Or i should get a fine for so much floating!! I'm so in love! And yes, I told him I loved him back because i do. I care about him so much. I don't ever remember being this so head over heels for my ex. I am sure that I was at some point! But, this one is totally different!
I'm so happy, I'm so wow, amazed, in love! And happy! This has to be the first time I have been happy in a long long long time!!!
Thought I would update you all! Thank you for the great messages, and I can't wait to be with him!
SO IN LOVE!
ME
