I am here. I was not, but now I am. I will not give an explaination. I will not even tell you why I will not give an explaination. The reasons are mine and mine alone. You can speculate if you like, I'll be interested in the responses.
But the question is, who am I?
Well, I think I've discovered the secret to this place. It's not really that difficult a secret to figure out. It has to do with the fact that you can have a name that people associate you with, and other names that nobody knows you by, and you can be anonymous. You can be one person to one group, and a completely different person to another group. Me, I don't do that, that's not why I'm here. But I know others do.
You can be several different people who go by one screen name. Or you can be someone who shows up once in awhile, and everyone or no one pays attention to, and then fade back into oblivion. But you never stop reading, do you?
You can be a completely imaginary person here. You can be that person you always wanted to be, and can't be anywhere but here, and pull it off.
Or you can be completely yourself.
But nobody really knows who I am here. Nobody knows me other than Travelr712, that's the only name I write under.
People here know some of the most intimate details of my life that can possibly be known, (I know this because they've been kind enough to share those details with their 'friends', and not always gotten them right) and they have no idea what I look like, what I have for breakfast (or if I even eat breakfast), how I do my laundry, or the amount in my bank account. The things that really affect my life, really drive what I do day in and day out, are oblivious to anyone reading my blogs, unless you spend allot of time searching out my comments and matching them to my posts and puzzling together an incomplete picture, and who has time to do that?
But still, you don't know who I am.
You know what I want you to know about me. You know some of the feelings that I decide to share with you, some of the thoughts, some of the impressions, a poem here and there (and not even all of those). But still, I'm a mystery.
You know me so little that you're not sure if you actually like me or not. Well, a few of you know you do, and a few of you know you don't, and the rest, well, you're not sure.
That doesn't bother me.
So, who am I?
That's the secret of soulcast. I'm just like you. I'm exactly who I want to be....
here...
