All too often Bipolars struggle with the rating sites since we are unable to be honest with the bad rap that so many sudden diagnosis idiots bridle us with. I may never have another date till I am in my 80's at this rate.
I can't afford to date but, do I have to be completely ignored and not even rated all because of who I am and what people perceive I am like?
I realize that I should let it go but with the borderline personality side that isn't easy to do along with my overly sensitive nature from the Bipolar. I see so many pretty women and I only want to flirt a bit. I leave the dirty stuff for my "private time" in my room alone. LOL.
Those "normal" men who make it that much harder to flirt have no idea how many women have at one time or another asked me to verbal use my voice to both arouse and aid them in relieving....lol. And then I go about my way...lonely, misfit that society has deemed unacceptable to do more than hide in the corner because I am not a cover model.
I am both frustrated and heartbroken because the only women to even want to love me have all wound up leaving me because I am a crazy, lunatic who ought to be tied up and beaten to death for apparently being so ugly. LOL. But seriously folks.
Would the real slim shady please stand up?



