• pusscat said on Apr 21, 2008....

  Aah - my dear jezzabell.  I used to get those feelings (before I was married and heck of a lot younger ha ha).  I don't think for one minute sickman would see it as 'shit he has to deal with' honest.  From what I have 'seen' of Him so far on Soulcast, He is intelligent, a gentleman, and also has humility.  Most of all He's human.  i don't think there is a man alive that is not flattered by a lovely young lady as yourself, D/s or vanilla, expressing those feelings towards them.
   
  When you really think about it, a Dom does not waste time in doing or saying things just to cheer up a sub/slave.  If He says those things to you to cheer you up it from genuine affection.  That's ok isn't it?
   
  Gosh you remind me of a younger me :-)
   
  Hope I get to hear about your saturday night - have fun and 'knock em dead girl!

• 4rel said on Apr 21, 2008....

  Girl stop worrying about the small stuff. Those only keep u from enjoy the greater things life have to offer u. I should know, I do the same thing sometimes,haha.... Have fun for us, let everything go. Make sure u look damm good on saturday!

• DaddysLittleSlut said on Apr 22, 2008....

  Its cool that you say how you feel.. i don't always have the courage.  I'm sure in your relationship that honesty is not going to hurt anything.  I get the feeling that you're an awesome girl and I'm sure it will all work out.  To borrow some of my new favorite words from Master "Chill Out"  : )
  dls

• sweet_rose said on Apr 22, 2008....

  I agree with pusscat first of all.
   
  How much time do you think you wasted assuming jezz.
   
  In a nilla or D/s relationship it will take time for you to trust Him enough to believe when he say, "It's okay." We relay our worst fears and most sensitive feelings to these Men. Oh course it will take time to BELIEVE.  My moto with Steve has been, "actions speak louder than words" Let this be a little step in gaining faith in your partner.
   
  rose

• jezzabell said on Apr 28, 2008....

  Hi Everyone,
  Thanks so much for the replies - Though I've been super slack in responding!
  You are all so right, in different ways - I did blow things out a bit, and I was just having one of those days.
  But on the same hand, the fact that he puts up with me when I'm like that speaks a lot about how he does feel for me.
  And it is just a matter of time!
  I, (like most chicks) have had my share of fucked up relationships - I guess there comes a point where you just expect it to happen, and maybe that's when you find someone, and create a relationship where there is the chance that it won't all end in tears.
  Here's hoping!
  Cheers
  <3 jezz

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