Ok...so I am kinda losing it...I am trying desperately to hang on to what little bit of sanity I have left...it is elusive at best. I have til next week to get myself together. Its a struggle. I see you guys have been there for me...thank you...right now I can't really talk but later this week I can talk to you and explain everything...
So please keep praying for me. I am working on surviving but can use all the help I can get...
BTW, I have not had a single drink. I want one, would kill for one...but I have not had one. This just makes this all the much harder. But, if I can make it through all this--without drinking--think how wonderful, how much stronger I will be for this.
