hey , all you guys  . im stuck in a bit of a dilemma , and any help would well help..

i have been in love with a guy for a long , long time .. love as in the perfect , total love .. but things couldnt work out , we broke up , he got married to soeone else a few months bak..

 

during his courtship period we began talking again and somehoe thought of being together for a few months.. i know it sounds like the stupidest thing ever but well the temptation was so strong to grab watever last chance was available,,, we had thought that was it and we wont talk after his marriage..

 

but well unlike we thought after his marriage we again got into the habit of talking . one call led to another and so on.. now im having an affair with a married guy to put it very bluntly..

its a horrible thing to do .. but wen im with him it seems like the most right and natural thing.. our love remains unchanged ( both his and mine). yes he does love his wife but our relationship remains wat it was ...

 

i know it has to end , i feel the guilt crushing me but i cant seem to get out of it. i dont have the strength to once again go through the hurt of losing him.. wat shud i do??