Alyss posted on Apr 13, 2008
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| Tags: sex, desire, intimacy, patients, frustration, adult
All these posts about sex have got me thinking about it myself.
If you've read my blog from way back then you'll know my experience of the sexual act has been limited. Not to mention not good. So much so that a good friend, who knows my history, described me as being like a '40 year old virgin*' the other day after one of our more frank discussions.
But with my new found independence, and the realisation that it is alright for me to have
those feelings, there has been a gradual awakening. And with it a sense of regret for what I have missed out on.
But that is by the by.
What I am thinking of, what I am so aware of today is how very badly I want to share these feelings with someone, relieve these frustrations and find out what it is everyone else seems to take for granted.
Not just anyone before anyone jumps to conclusions but one person in particular. One person who makes me want to do more than just paddle in the shallow water...**
* I am neither of those but it was a good analogy.
**My answer in Grape's
questionnaire.