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All these posts about sex have got me thinking about it myself.

If you've read my blog from way back then you'll know my experience of the sexual act has been limited. Not to mention not good. So much so that a good friend, who knows my history, described me as being like a '40 year old virgin*' the other day after one of our more frank discussions.

But with my new found independence, and the realisation that it is alright for me to have those feelings, there has been a gradual awakening. And with it a sense of regret for what I have missed out on.

But that is by the by.

What I am thinking of, what I am so aware of today is how very badly I want to share these feelings with someone, relieve these frustrations and find out what it is everyone else seems to take for granted.

Not just anyone before anyone jumps to conclusions but one person in particular. One person who makes me want to do more than just paddle in the shallow water...**



* I am neither of those but it was a good analogy.
**My answer in Grape's questionnaire.


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  • wishyouwerehere said on Apr 13, 2008....
    Hi Alyss -
     
    New beginnings are frightening and exciting, in about equal measures ... from one pseudo-virgin to another - approach the newness with open curiosity.  I am discovering so many things I could have never imagined, including the satisfaction of diving in deep instead of paddling in shallow water.  Those desires will help you reclaim yourself.  Best of luck with this - WYWH
  • lfbno7 said on Apr 13, 2008....
    I remember sex
  • EvilTwin said on Apr 13, 2008....
    Believe me love, I want so very badly to share those feelings with you.  Again and again...  I want to learn what it is like.  With you.  And only you...
     
    Gen Melin A'maelamin.
  • Alyss said on Apr 15, 2008....
    wywh, I am trying to be open minded. In fact since he & I separated I have become quite liberated in comparison to how I was before. ;-)

    lf, {hugs}

    ET, taking my breath away as ever...
  • silverwhisper said on Apr 17, 2008....
    i know as surely as i'm typing these words that you will again, alyss.

    ed

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