You'd think that after 13 posts that are up beat, happy, interesting not based on depression it might lift some spirits up here but it seems to me that most like being down, reading down, creating down!
I'm not a depressive person so yeh I don't know schidt! right?
well I know one thing, you think it, say it and tell yourself often enough you are it!
I'm not bitching about not getting a lot of comments on my own posts really when you're here and everyone wants to be blue and you don't there is no one to talk or have fun with, there are only conversations about chin up this, I wanna kill myself, hate, depression, where's the creativity gone folks? wheres the joy gone? its kinda dark here now, not as bright as it once was.
Could also be that I miss the fun because of time frames, could be that when I'm sleeping everyone else is awake and doing the dance! all I seem to get here are tiny little snippets ssshhhhhhhh we're suppose to be down right? don't have too much fun!
Dunno just kind of tired of it, seems people have thrown away their joy... oh well, I haven't its still there and its working just fine!
So where are you all huh?? seriously where you all go, I see how many are on here at the moment so wheres the private party...I do great party tricks!




