• hinana said on Apr 09, 2008....

  omg cry ur leaving?
  =(

• diabolicdame said on Apr 09, 2008....

  Leaving? For good? why? :-(

• vacantmind said on Apr 09, 2008....

  I think you underestimate the power of your everyday life. Sure looking back it seems foolish or even drivel but in the moment it was a powerful way of expressing what was on your mind. It served its purpose. Its up to you if you want to delete it...just don't underestimate the power of it because it doesn't relate well to you now in this moment. You felt something when you wrote them....isn't that all that matters.

• crybabylu said on Apr 09, 2008....

  hinana---Where have you been? I haven't heard from you in ages? Yeah, several reasons actually. I posted about the most recent one being the pedipfillia on the site. But it also is that now that summer is getting closer and weather getting warmer, I can start getting out and getting more exercise and maybe get some of my health back.

  It seems all or nothing with me.  I think I am only going to spend a little time here, and I end up on it for hours. So, maybe I can now get my life back some at least.

  Thank you for popping in and commenting. I hope everything is well with you.

• crybabylu said on Apr 09, 2008....

  diabolicdame----you are always so sweet. I hope you are liking it here at SC. It has it good points and not so good points.  Have you been reading any of Hottips4U blogs.  She has been having some trouble with pediphiles attacking her and some of the things they have written has been absolutely awful. It was my daughter who called it to my attention, first ,but I got sidetracked, and didn't get back to it till the other day on expendable's blog.  I can't remember who said it, but they mentioned on his blog how Hottips has been battling with them for sometime now.

  So, I went over there and read for myself and let me tell you, it was awful!  The thing that got me was hardly anyone else mentions it at all. But, it was so offensive, I don't see how they could ignore it. 

  I got to discussing it with my husband, and of course he and my daughter have been unhappy about it for sometime, and I didn't see how we could go ahead and stay any longer.  There are other issues of couse, like not getting enough exercise and my health is not going to get any better until I take some action and get more exercise, etc.

  I think I am going to sit here an hour or maybe two, and it ends up being three and four and I am not doing anything constructive to get my life back, so I am taking this as an opportunity to get back to what I was doing before I came here.

  Thanks for taking the time to post a comment and I hope you are happy here.  Hopefully, things will get better.  We can always hope, can't we?

   

• crybabylu said on Apr 09, 2008....

  Vacantmind-----Thank you, sugar, I hope at least part of that is correct. I might be reading it now with tunnel vision, I don't know.  But to be frank, I was getting where I couldn't think of things to post about. Truly!  I used to do a lot of posting on the news, which kept my blog pretty full, but didn't get many comments about it, so I didn't know if they were interested in it or not.

  But, to keep posting on boring things, good thing I didn't know at the time how isignificant these things were or I would have been so embarassed. I like your blog, and the fact that you keep us posted on your recovery. I hope things are going all right with you, and that you are feeling better.  Thanks.

• lfbno7 said on Apr 10, 2008....

  hey, you

• crybabylu said on Apr 10, 2008....

  hey you, back!

• juliehalo said on Apr 10, 2008....

  It's hard to believe you are leaving. I hope you re-think it.

• Actorguy said on Apr 10, 2008....

  I must have missed the "drivel", because every post of yours that I read seemed filled with your gigantic heart and your devotion to God and your family.  That's not drivel to me.  That's inspirational!

• Me-Myself&I said on Apr 10, 2008....

  ? you need to stay if for no other reason but your love and inspiration! Stay for you!!!! I think your heart is as good as gold. I will miss your presence and the love you pass around. If you must go.... take care and your family ARE some good souls. *smile*

• diabolicdame said on Apr 10, 2008....

  Oh well.. I guess I see your point.. but still!!!!!
  And no I haven't been following the whole hottips situation with pedos.. but I vaguely know about it and I too think its aweful! Maybe I should check out her blog.. but I've sorta been overlooking it on purpose because I find these things just very disturbing and upsetting.. Anyway I do think it'll be great for you get more activity and exercise but I'll miss you  if you go.. take care..  :-(
  Maybe you could re-think it?
  

• andora said on Apr 10, 2008....

  hey darl'in,
  
  I know all about the 'All-or-Nothing' ping pong game...you may be getting a little critical in underestimating your presence here. After all, I feel our presence is the real contribution...yes, our points of view are what gives a full spectrum of color, but your presence is a source of comfort to many that are here. It will be an echoing hall if you leave completely
  
  i support you in getting more exercise...springtime means gardening...eating fresh foods and sharing flowers and food with neighbors and friends is much of what people are missing in their day to day lives, so they come here to have neighbors to share with. Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could move to communities with central gardens where we could garden together? Instead of living in separate cubicles getting irradiated by the devises we use to communicate with :(
  
  You are a dreamer and a 'Doer' miss Dee, by the very strength of your heart and the substance of the unconditional love that you dish out liberally you hold your large family together and brought a tangible heartspace to SC. Good job - not drivel. I hope I did not say anything that makes you feel that I do not value your contribution...because I do...and I am glad we are still in contact. aloha and mahalo for modeling motherlove in action. You and papajack are good souls.
  

• crybabylu said on Apr 10, 2008....

  To everyone who has commented here, I really appreciate your comments, I do, I am thinking I shouldn't have done this post, I was just thinking out loud. I can see where you saw I was struggling with my decision, and thought I wanted input on whether to go or stay, but I really just was sharing with everyone my thoughts.  I had no idea how some of my posts were sounding. 

  I have struggled here since I got into my first online spat with an atheist here at this site. No, not SeanRenaud. He and I are on friendly terms. It was someone else who held me up to ridicule by re-posting some of my blogs, and making light of them.  I pm'd him and then he published my pm.

  He and I got through that misunderstanding, but ever since then, I have been skiddish, and that was at Christmas time.  When I re-read my blogs, I saw my insecurity in some of them.

  For fear of being misunderstood again, I have not been able to post with my true heart and expression. in the fullness that I would have liked to have. My fears since the time the New Year has rolled in, has been my undoing.  I am not able to overcome these fears at this time, so that is why I am signing off. 

  I offered this post in explanation as to why there is still activity on my blog, and that is because I only want to leave blogs that are a true testament to my character, and not those that show all my insecurity.

  Call it a prideful thing if you must, because I do think a little pride is involved here, but I am just here to read my blogs and decide which ones to leave posted and which ones to delete.

  I must ad, that I appreciate everyone's kind words.  You guys are the best! Thank you.

• destinydiva said on Apr 10, 2008....

  dee, I hope your not leaving forever??  your posts arn't drivel, your one of soulcasts finest assets, and it wont be the same without you, I mean that genuinely, you will most definitly be missed.
  I hope you find time to drop in on us once in awhile  xxxxx 

• Trinov said on Apr 10, 2008....

  Hi, you should not put yourself down, many people find what you write as interesting, and blogs are mostly for expressing how one is feeling. Why not just take a rest and come back with the perspective of using this as any other tool, like exercise or reading?
  
  This whole blog thing is so futuristic, it makes a community out of people thousands of miles apart--imagine what your grandmother would have thought about this. --I also go in and out of soulcast, there are months I have no time at all, but other times it is a good experience in place of something passive like a video. So think it over, and stop measuring yourself as small --you're just as tall as everyone else.

• bluegum said on Apr 10, 2008....

  g'day cry you may have noticed that i dont comment to a lot your posts,that has a lot to do with me looking for a range of uesrs'' which you are one''i can get interesting blogging with broading my conception of life and lifes challenges I think trinov has nailed your post preety good I also think the upheaveals on soulcast does us no good its wastes a lot of positive energy and starts a lot of negative and consequently is tiring and stressful if you become involved. I think you would be wise to take a break and put your health first and your family back into your number one prioty. This does not mean to totally give up things that you have enjoyed here. I hope you can see your way to continuing to be a contributor to soulcast and come in and out at your pleasure.
   
  Blue.

• wombat said on Apr 10, 2008....

  Not drivel to me, either!  But I think you know what's best for you and if you are able to carry it out--then good for you.  Your health comes first!  But always know that people will scrunch over and let you sit in, should you want to drop by.  I haven't been good about keeping up with you and some others as well--sorry about that.  But I am glad to know you.  (Present tense!)
   
  I wish you good health and happiness for you and your lovely family.
   
  {{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}
  wombat

Comment on ""HOW Did You Ever SUFFER....My Drivel?".."

Currently tagged	drivel lack of substance except the inspirational reality in the springtime personality except the tributes HUH (Click to add tags below)
Tag this post	(Separate tags using commas, for example: New York, dating, vegetarian)
Your comment