this is my rant for today................No matter how much i try..im just not skinny enough for my mother!!!!!!!!!!!! why cant she see how much iv lost?..ive lost 32 pounds to date..and to her ..im still fat! i was so excited when i called her to tell her my weight this morning..and all she said was "Ok but your still fat hun" ...I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ANGRY. to have your mother tell you that...it feels like everything i did....just went down the drain. I was so angry i was shaking ..my friend had to calm me down ..because i was going off..on her..when i didn't mean to put my anger on her. I can't remember since when i had this battle with my mom..she would tell me watch what you eat..you need to stop sitting so much..why are you walking funny..ill tell you why cus your fat!!..i remember her hiding the snacks in the house so i couldnt eat them..but she would give them to my siblings (who always have been skinny) i always felt like the outcast. ITS ALMOST AS IF SHES OBESSED WITH MY WEIGHT..ITS LIKE HER FULL-TIME JOB! ...why cant she once tell me im beautiful the way i am. Is it so hard? Im your own daughter for godsakes. Just once compliment me. I remember watching this movie in my school a long time ago..when i saw it ..i cried because i know everything the girl went through...shes so like me..especially her mother!!!!!!!!! The movie is called Real Women Have Curves its a story about a mexican girl called Ana who has a hard time realizing she is beautiful the way she is..because her mother always puts her down...I hope for anyone who has struggled with weight will watch this movie..truly one of my all time favourite movies. i posted a link to a clip of the movie on youtube my fave scene ;). Anyways thats all i have to rant for today :) I have so much more to write but i cant say everything in one day can i? hehehe ciao!!
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gentlepie said on Apr 08, 2008....
hi lidiaxxx! i soooo can relate. i'm not a woman, but i have curves. hehehe. nice first post! -
Lidiaxxx said on Apr 08, 2008....
gentle ..thanks alot! lol i know lots of guys that have curves hehe :D -
vacantmind said on Apr 08, 2008....
You are right real women have curves.
To post the youtube video. There is a link above where you post that says youtube. Click it and copy and paste the embedded code from youtube. It should post to your site. You can also do that with flickr photos and web links.
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queenparanoia said on Apr 08, 2008....
youre mom is like my mom... they can't help it but become obsessed with our weight... i just wish they stop too... =) -
gentlepie said on Apr 08, 2008....
oops, didnt get to see your first two til i've posted my comment... so i thought this was your first post. sorry. -
Lidiaxxx said on Apr 08, 2008....
vacant ..thanks alot lol..im certainly a lost new comer!!queen..lets hope ONE day ...(as far as way it is)..they might stop just seeing us for our weight and see us for who we are...urgh gotta love our moms right? lolgentle ..thats alright lol im still fairly new...tehinically its my first rant..hehe so its my first real emotion filled post! -
queenparanoia said on Apr 08, 2008....
well i hope so... =) -
secretlife said on Apr 09, 2008....
hi, and welcome to soulcast.it's terrible that your mother can't see you for what you really are.since she won't tell you that you're beautiful, then let me tell you. You're beautiful!what matters most is that you see you this way.that you believe it.congratulations on your big weight loss. real women have curves! -
Lidiaxxx said on Apr 09, 2008....
secret thanks alott :D YUP gottta love real women with curves!! -
diabolicdame said on Apr 26, 2008....
I just saw this.. so I'm gonna comment now. I agree. Real women have curves. And thats beautiful because they're supposed to have curves. I've never been a fan of the 'skinny' look. It really sucks that your mom is pushing you about your weight like this.. but don't let it affect you. I've seen your pictures and you look beautiful!
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