• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Apr 07, 2008....

  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  

• MissMimi said on Apr 07, 2008....

  Every good day is a gift, paperdoll.  Go out and enjoy it!  {{{hugs}}}

• wombat said on Apr 07, 2008....

  Have yourself a wonderful day!  Is this you?  My goodness--you are gorgeous!  You just inspired me to try to have a good day, also.  {{{{{{hugs and well wishes from wombie!}}}}}!!!!!!!!

• lfbno7 said on Apr 07, 2008....

  cutie pie

• Twylarants said on Apr 07, 2008....

  Look how happy you look!!!
  I'm smiling just looking at you.  Have a great day, Paper!
  

• secretlife said on Apr 07, 2008....

  she really is a cutie pie!
   
  beautiful spring flowers.
  enjoy your day!

• Mamie said on Apr 07, 2008....

  oh that is so fabulous! Have a gorgeous day!! mamie

• Me-Myself&I said on Apr 07, 2008....

  Go get it! I'm smiling from ear to ear my dear friend! (hug) X cool! ~see ya

• pickersplock said on Apr 07, 2008....

  Your pictures are beautiful, Paper!

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Apr 07, 2008....

  
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  Thank you me lovies!  I have decided to record moments of happiness  from now on.  It would not be literary pieces but simple pleasures captured and recorded here for posterity.
  
  It would be an utter pleasure to share with all of you, but mainly it is to remind me that my life is worth living. . .
  
  You have all inspired me, and given me strength that I needed to make the first step back to embracing life.  I can only thank you sincerely by sharing what brings me joy. . .
  
  MissMimi ~
  
  (((hugssss)))you know I love you right?! 
  
  I always profit from the wisdom of your words that you impart to fellow SCers. . .always!
  
  
  wombat ~
  
  Awww, thanks wombie!  ((((((((((hugs)))))))))
  
  This was taken the night Germany lost to Italy in the 2006  WorldCup (we call it football here - as you might remember still(?) , but I think you call it soccer there ?)  I will post the story behind it tonight or tomorrow. . .
  
  But I have not changed much. . .I will post recent pictures of myself later . . .I promised to meet my cousin (will post pics later of that too!) for ice cream with the girls!
  
  We have not seen each other since, she visited me in the hospital because of my suicidal thoughts.
  
  I have to personally reassure her  that I am better!
  
  
  

• diabolicdame said on Apr 07, 2008....

  Hey.. You are positively glowing! What pretty pictures!
  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Apr 07, 2008....

  
  
  Me lovies, I have to go meet the cousin (see picture below :it is the first pic taken by my mobile phone August 2003) mentioned above for ice-cream!
  
  I will reply individually later. . .Thank you for sharing the day with me in your thoughts <3<3<3
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  Picture below was taken by Pieter as I visited him in Amsterdam last August 2007. . .
  
  I will post more recent pics later tonight. . .
  
  Thanks for viewing, and hope you won´t mind if I put it into draft (or the pics will be put to private again) after the day is over  . . .everything in life is fleeting : )
  
  
  
  
  
  
  

• queenparanoia said on Apr 07, 2008....

  wow ang ganda ni ate papel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! enjoy life!!!!!!!!!! =)

• evil_twin said on Apr 07, 2008....

  I love your pictures :-) It's so nice to see you happy! Enjoy your day, Paper.
  
  -evil_twin LA
  

• GrapeKoolaid said on Apr 07, 2008....

  The only thing that surpasses your beauty is the glow of your true, inner beauty.  
  
  You knew that already though, didn't you?  It's not like I'm telling you anything new here...  :)
  
  
  

• mobil said on Apr 07, 2008....

   
  
  
  Paper, I looked at your pictures and it reminded me of a song and I guess it should have. The name of the song is; Pretty Paper haha......enjoy.
   
   

• rustydiamond said on Apr 07, 2008....

  You look awesome! Thank you for sharing your pictures, and your sweet smile.

• Lucytorial said on Apr 07, 2008....

  And missy how was your day out??????????? happy girl, I'm smiling cause of this post honey

• fearing said on Apr 07, 2008....

  Paper, You are a very beautiful woman and the picture of the flowers is nice too!  ;-)

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Apr 07, 2008....

  
  
  
  Thank you so much for taking time to leave a comment friends.  I am coming back later.
  
  I have to go out the whole day today and deal with lots of bureaucratic steps related to moving from Germany to Holland.
  
  I thank you all for now for being here, and lending moral support all through out the time I was in desperate need of it without which, I would not even have the strength  to climb out of bed.
  
  I can never thank you all enough. . .I hope with this token, I can in some way <3<3<3
  
  
  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Apr 08, 2008....

  
  
  
  PREVIEW : The Ice~Cream Excursion . . . blog to follow
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  

• queenparanoia said on Apr 08, 2008....

  awwwwwwwwwww ang cute ng mga anak mo!!! and youre cousin very pretty too!!! =)

• ugly-stephie said on Apr 08, 2008....

  Although I don't yet know you I would like to tell you that reading this post has made feel so grateful that there are people in the world like you.  From the flowers, the happy smiling faces in the pics, through to the raw honesty in your writing you have shone sun into the hearts of everyone who will read this blog.  The conflicts in our heads often stops us from seeing through that dark, dark cloud that settles around us, and I'm so happy for you that the cloud has lifted.  By the way, the flowers are divine!

• diabolicdame said on Apr 08, 2008....

  I just came back to check in and I'm glad I did! The little girls and your cousin all look great! And there are so many colors in these pictures! Very nice and cheerful.. :-)
  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Apr 08, 2008....

  
  
  MissMimi ~
  
  Thank you for being in SC, MissyMims.  Knowing you are there makes a big difference for me to be here.
  
  
  wombat ~
  
  As I have told you in one of your blogs: I am rejoicing in your daily triumphs wombie!
  
  
  lfbno7 ~
  
  Taaaanks (blushing)!  I had hoped for something ironic :D
  
  I love your blogs, but your comments around are priceless
  
  
  Twylarants ~
  
  :) Oh yeah! My spring has finally arrived! :X
  
  You know, I´m your No.1!  You have made me smile more than you´ll ever know!
  
  
  secretlife ~
  
  [excited] I have been meaning to write, that I have profitted greatly from your talk with killing
  
  
  Mamie ~
  
  Thank you!!! <3
  
  
  MeMyself&I ~
  
  muaaaaahhhhhh to you debbie <3
  
  
  pickersplock ~
  
  taaaaaannnnks pickers <3
  
  
  diabolicdame ~
  
  Thank you so very much!
  
  
  queenparanoia ~
  
  Salamat, kapatid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
  
  
  evil_twin ~
  
  Thank you <3! I don´t want to embarass you, but you know your journals as blackthorn  had such an impact to restoring my sanity. . .
  
  Give my hugs to Natty! <3
  
  
  GrapeKoolaid ~
  
  Soulbrotha <3! I have to have it hammered on me sometimes. . .but I´m working on it, promise.
  
  
  mobil ~
  
  Thaaaaaaanks!!! The girls loved it too! <3
  
  
  rustydiamond ~
  
  Thank you!  I hope you are enjoying SC!  
  
  I am glad you decided to post a picture of yourself too : )
  
  
  Lucytorial ~
  
  Taaaaaaaaaanks, it was lovely. . .simply lovely. . .I kept it simple (which has always been my problem...wanting things to always be perfect) and I was not hard on myself. . .(tried not to be!!!)  I was successful in not crying for joy that I was out and not having a panic attack about it!
  
  
  fearing ~
  
  Thank you very much!!!  I am always late (or too early and don´t know what to say) in reading your post and am to shy to bump it up with my comment (result of having the depression far too long!)! But I follow your blogs, and I hope to remedy it in the future by dropping by and leaving a comment!
  
  queenparanoia ~
  
  I will tell them, thanks! Cousin was in Bohol last Christmas. . .she enjoyed it tremendously!
  
  
  ugly-stephie ~
  
  Thank you very much! And welcome back to SoulCast!
  
  Your words means a lot to me; I´m sure I will come back here a lot just to read your words over and over again. :_ )
  
  
  diabolicdame ~
  
  And, I´m glad you did too!!! I only used my mobile phone, I hope to make better ones with my digital cam.  I´m happy, you found the pics cheerful! It was rewarding to upload them and post it here right away - I´m a master at procrastinating!
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  

• beautifulbecuaseofhim said on Apr 08, 2008....

  Thank you so much for sharing this!! I could feel the happiness in you, the beauty of the moment!! I smiled, just feeling it! I pray you have many more days like this!! And you are beautiful--very much so.

• Battycat said on Apr 09, 2008....

  What a wonderful post, glad life is good for you :-)

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