I'm feeling overwhelmed this morning.
I found out last night that my Aunt Sissie died yesterday. I'm very sad about that. I haven't seen her in years (much like my gramma) but it still feels pretty awful. I feel like somehow I let her down these past years. I was so wrapped up in my own drama that I didn't take the time to send a note or anything.
I am loving having the kids here this week, but ..........
Financially it's really stressing me out. I'm already short due to the dress and frame expense and now I am feeding two "black hole" teenagers. I feel like I'll be catching up financially for a month, and then they'll be graduating so that I'll put myself back into hock financially again. I don't see the end of my stretched and broken budget.
What the heck is wrong with me?!!! (and no, it's NOT the PMS thing) My life is no more or less pathetic than anyone else's. Why am I feeling so mopey?



